"You don't like to stay put in the same place for too long, huh?"

Exactly one year ago today I quit my job in Phoenix, packed up my car and moved back to California. And I'm really glad that I did because I've been extremely gratuitous for my life these past 12 months. It's been one big roller coaster and I haven't always gotten my way, but everything has fallen into its right place in some way or another.

So I made the decision to move to San Francisco this upcoming summer and to be honest with myself, I'm a little nervous. Moving to San Jose was exciting and moving to Phoenix was easy, but I'm scared because in some way I'm willingly moving on my own this time. I've got no one by my side except a little fear and myself. I usually make hasty decisions so that I can blame the outcome on my poor decision making, but I have about 3 months until this move kicks off and lots of time to carefully plan my decision.

Hmm... maybe this time I'll find myself settled and rooted.

(I miss the way your rough hands feel against my body.)

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